only holding on,

2009-03-27T20:53:00.003+08:00

just updating this thing while talking to diydee dearest.

sayang dier manymany ehh.

she actually spent days on meet me on tagged just to get to find me there.

beh tekan no ! huakhuak ~

last met her was on sunday. went to kakak fathul's wedding.

hoping to meet my giler again.

real soon ehh?

hah !

da. im blank now. sambong talking to diydee.

caringtaking !

2009-03-17T19:37:00.003+08:00

today seems to be the worst day of the week. i swear.

and i swear i hate it.

exam results came out today. a rude way to wake me up in the early morning.

for that. screw nyp.

here's what i got.

computer programming - D+ , engineering maths - F , electric circuit - F ,

de project - P , programming techniques - D , creativity and innovation - D+ ,

autocadd - F , pcb design - D+ , entrepreneurship - D+.

barely scraped through. lucky me.

and yes diy, i failed my btt. again. thanks for laughing ehh just now !

haha ~

before i forget, diydeeJane syg.

do cheer up beybeh. crying was never your thing.

smile always okay? like i said.

i'm always here for you baby.

fad[D]iydeeJane selalu ;

2009-03-11T01:37:00.002+08:00

today is like the most boring day lah sia.

got home from work at about 8plus in the morning. by then i was effing sleepy lah.

work was fine. i guess. mcm mkn gaji buter je aku tiaptiap hari. ahah ~

anyway. slept the whole day. i mean, practically the whole day. baaah ~

woke up only at 10.30pm. thanks to van helsing. hah ~ now, at 2.40am. im like th eonly one awake and dont know what to do. ohh yahh. hungry siol !

hah ~ mcmmcmplak aku ni mlmmlm gini. but what to do. da lapa kan.

think thats about it. nothing much happened today. so. think i'll head down to the kitchen to look for food. atleast better than doing nothing. haha ~

and. i miss you. come back soon will you?

2009-03-08T23:51:00.003+08:00

my love <3

dear god. bring her back soon. i love her with all my heart.

sumpah sia. she's all that i ever needed. keep her safe.

two hours more. she's still here. but i'm missing her much already. cb.

don't go can ?

just finished talking on the phone with her. miss her infinity much when she goes off.

now, i want nothing more than to get over this 2 weeks of torture. that 's all that i hope for.

went to tanjong pagar to have dinner just now. sedap jugak uh.

but today like lazy day for me. spent whole day sleeping.

mcm babi siak fadd. hah ~

today like. mkn. tdo. bangon. mkn. tdo. cool or what.

continue like this and i can get fat. hah !

not looking forward too work tomorrow night. it's gonna be a long night tomorrow, i'm sure.

hah ~

maner mau carik rokok sia utk kejer besok?

hah !

i don't want to let go of you. and never will. seri, ily.

2009-03-01T02:03:00.003+08:00

saaapppppppppppp !

today can be described simply. in a word.

CHAOTIC.

hah ~

met lala at 3.45.

honestly speaking. planned to meet only half and hour before. and then. blablabla. then we met up. planned to go to town lepak and all the what not.

halfway to lala's place, met yantek and also, made some last minute planning. again.

haha ~

today seem to be the last minute day. idk why. hah ~

nak klua je. mau tunggu dorg like. all got ready in idk. an hour or so? haha ~

yeah. sulaiman and yan siap like long enough. hah !

headed down to esplanade at 7. after all the hoohaa.

met up once again with yan and man. haha ~

paisey ehh bro lmbt !

hahaha ~

anw.

slacked there for a while. before all the kecoh-ness happened.

before heading off to meet up with faiii and caleb. from cest la vie.

tsk.

wanted to go sia. nabuay !

nvm that. still had fun today.

and to lala ;

sorry it didnt turn out as planned.

make it up to you another day okay?

get well soon okay ?

2009-02-23T23:29:00.002+08:00

after exam retardedness.

school's out bitch !

hahaha ~

finally. exams. are done with. now. enjoyyyyy uh sia !

huakhuak ~

went straight home today after the last paper.

i think i can pass it. borderline atleast?

huakhuak ~

anyways, felt really tired and relieved lahh. exam abes. no more late night muggings.

thank god.

and i will miss you diy. sumpah.

no more diydee in pasir ris.

tsk.

for today, abit mendak. cos tabi and amala all have papers tmr. sad much?

hahah ~

tmr. enjoy uh sia.

huakhuak !

2009-02-20T22:56:00.000+08:00

two down. two to go.

haha ~

final paper : monday.

huakhuak ~

come soon please?

spent the day at downtown mccafe.

met zimbo at 11 a.m. sumpah member kekek sia.

orang sebok tido kat ruma dier da jalan lua mccafe.

before it even opened.

huakhuak ~

once we reached mccafe. one common thing that we always think about anywhere we go.

cigarette. sumpah we were deprived of it.

mcm siakk. hah ~

studied computer programming for awhile before got bored of it.

had to find something else to do before i really fell asleep.

end up, we started webcamming.

huakhuak~

mcmmcm org kiter kacau. haha ~ gerek-ness.

and em, i rock more than you aye? hahahah ~

2009-02-15T23:37:00.002+08:00

downtown = study +bowling.

hahaha !

thats what happens each time study at downtown.

checkcheck.

buku ke maner. fadd ke maner.

huakhuak ~

was at mc cafe. with books. and hot chocolate.

heaven sia the taste. i swear !

hah ~

and about studying.

the word differentiation alone makes me like urgh.

whats more, it's the only thing that they test in the exam. cb siak.

so. till tmr. its either i'd be sleeping while doing it or. i'll be doing something else.

like now.

haha ~

guess tmr will be like today?

i hope not.

countdown : 24th February 09.

2009-02-12T23:06:00.002+08:00

long bus rides do kill me. if not for the stupid pose all. i would have been died due to boredom.

hah ~

booked the basic theory test. AGAIN.

i just hope that i can pass this time. *sighs*

showed amala the picture above,

and bloody amala had to say "ehhh fad for once you look tall uhh".

ASS !

so. on the 17th of march must head down to cdc back.

AND ;

the sight of downtown is becoming more and more pressuring each day.

exam siak. urgh. if only schools do not set exams.

heaven siolol.

huakhuak~

for all i know now, it seems like it will no longer be what it used to. takecare aye? do stay happy.

and ;

thanks ehh diydee. you helped alot alot . (=

2009-02-10T22:06:00.004+08:00

Nothing is the same. Everything is a better change. Sometimes I see silence in your eyes

Let it all crash down

When it ends it begins with you

I'm gonna learn every time you do

as stated ;

NOTHING is the same.

it's no longer what it used to be.

no one knows why. not you. not me. and it will stay that way. i guess.

anyways.

spent the day at downtown. for the whole of this week. studying is the only thing that i'd be doing.

boring much?

no choice. exams suck. big time.

also, met shirah today.

sorry ehh didn't talk much. hah ~

make it up to you another time. okay?

thanks to acap, tomorrow im registering for btt. once again. after two tries that i failed. pathetic siakk.

for now, all i want is to get the exams to be over and for btt to come soon. please?

hah !

2009-02-09T23:13:00.006+08:00

conclusion for the day :

never let ego come in the way if you really want something.

eh diydee ehh !

haha~

spent the whole day today working/training.

i swear

training can be tiring. like hell.

hahah ~

and played the most idiotic game ever when met sepet all.

"spirit of the coin"

childish much?

hahaha~ i know !

and diydee. don't stress much aye? haha ~

cos there's no point thinking much.

haha ~

chill uh beybeh !

2009-02-08T01:50:00.002+08:00

thanks ehh diy for making me feel like a pet. a real one. haha ~

some people can get fanatic over tagged. wonder how that happens. hahaha ~

anyway.

spent the day with family. okay lah. not that bad once in a while klua amek angin with family. haha ~

next week. have to mug like hell. exams are making life a bore.

urgh.

countdown : 24th Feburary 09

hahah ~

met diydee 3 days straight.

hahah ~

bole buat record sia ni mcm.

and diy, fadd is a good boy ehh? haha ~

2009-02-05T20:47:00.003+08:00

this was what we did. after two hours of mugging under the void deck.

haha ~

the Creativity and Innovations paper can be described in one word.

idiotic.

i don't see what's the relation between electronics and design plan and mind-maps.

"create a mindmap showing how you would overcome the financial crisis that we are currently facing."

mampos siak.

anyways. met diydee aft sch. bebual panjang ehh. all the way from amk to p.r.

haha~

long time never see ehh. hahaha ~

idk why people don't like others without even knowing who the person is.

mepek siak.

haha ~

2009-02-04T22:37:00.001+08:00

i don't even know why i have to take creativity and innovation when i'm in electronics.

and it's killing me slowly now, after the project that i had to do for it, now have to go through the common test tomorrow.

luckily, got help for the project. hah !

anyway, spent the day "studying" and bowling.

thanks to nabilah for having to suggest so. we ended up playing three games instead of one.

AND

i learnt how to curl the ball properly. haha ~ after three games which i lost two to buddah.

woohoo ~

till then, have to mug for exams. damn it.